I was a devout Christian. My journey to beyond Christianity has been long and tiresome at times, but my commitment to the truth has remained. One might ask what that Truth is. For me, it’s the subtle sensation, faint intuition, to pursue reality as it is. I followed this intuition, often called “the Holy Spirit” in Christian communities, to the Christian god, and that same intuition guided me beyond the walled garden of Christianity. In a sense I didn’t really change my mind about the existence of god, what changed is my idea or image of god. That’s why I still honour the spiritual transformation I encountered over the years thru prayer, worship and community. Now when I think of god, I think of the macro, looking outwards into the universe, and the micro, looking inward into myself. And it’s in those moments I realize the wisdom found in many Eastern philosophies, that I am the world, that I am a part of this conscious thing we call reality/universe/world, playing a small but meaningful role, connected to everyone and everything, I am the world experiencing itself.